Saturday, January 31, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
fridaynightlights
it sucks to be all alone. i’ve been cleaning my apartment. the whole thing. and no there is nothing left, so i’m bored and lonely. Vici and Emelie are coming over tonight, really much looking forward to that. ok i really really need to take my but to the foodstore and buy something to eat, the fridge is so, so empty. as empty as me you could say.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
strawberryfieldsforever
my friends are the best, really. thank you for always trying to pick me up. it means the world to me, and you know it. at least i hope you do….
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
today i feel like this ; [nothing]
i’m in bed. it’s harder and harder to breath, the air isn’t making it better. i’m cold. my socks wont make me warmer, neither will my blanket that i’m under. my hair messed up, no make-up. got my pajama shorts on, and a long sleeved black shirt. i pull the sleeves over my hands, i sweep my cheeks dry. i wanna pull the blanket over my head, as in a black-out i want to disappear. today i feel like this ; like nothing.