Wednesday, February 25, 2009


wow, life here is all good. don't be surprised if i don't ever come back!
just wanted you to know that everything is perfect.

miss you guys! love from aonang

Sunday, February 22, 2009

bye bye winter wonderland!

about to hit the airport then off to thailand! ya yay!


i’m going to miss you guys, but i’ll be back in a few weeks.



love /

Saturday, February 21, 2009

walking on sunshine

what a lovely day. shopping. blueberry pie. friends. sunshine. packing. work.


i love this.

Friday, February 20, 2009

and i must be the happiest camper in the world

i'm about to flip out, going on a two week vacation starting sunday. yay baby!!
my daddy is really, truly the best. love love love love him

Thursday, February 19, 2009


a lot has been going on this week, as y’all have prolly understood due to the how bad i’ve been updating this week. i don’t really know where to start, but why not from friday? from friday it is.

Started the weekend off with dinner at Emelie’s and shooting for VICE (click on link to view pictures), had hella fun and the weekend started off perfectly, even though it was friday 13th. as said i worked saturday, so enough about that.

sunday i met my love Maria up for some good catch up, haven’t seen her in ages – for real. she visited for a few days, so i wanted to spend as much time as possible with her. so we met up sunday night for a classic date, dinner and movie that is. it was super sweet to catch up with her since it has been ages since we last met. i had a baked tater for dinner and she just had to enjoy to famous rasberry pie. haha. after that we hit the movie theatre, popcorn and coke at the movies – not optional – so of course we had to get that first. we laughed our behinds off watching the movie and the perfectness of life in it snapped us in the faces again.

monday morning was pretty sweet, i have to say, a week with bunches to look forward to and i was good to go. after school i hit the new vice office, and that my friends was sweetness caught in one place. a quick visit by my house to drop some things off, and then off to fix my back. enough about that, it wasn’t about as fun as it sounded. then again i met M and her daddy up for dinner, we had a wonderful relaxed brittish pub dinner. but to not make it too brittish we had to spend the whole dinner talking about america, hah, britain in all is honour – but there ain’t nothing like the states… after dinner we decided to visit the movies again, Valkyrie was up this time and of course i cried, but the movie itself was really really good though.

tuesday was a long day in school, then off to get my nails done. because whenever my nails are well manicured i just feel better, then i met vici up to help her with her school stuf and then emelie joined us. by the way, i had freshly squeezed orange juice – and just about how good is that? i love it. then me and emelie went back to my house to cook some supper, well she did the cooking and i did the salad. anyhow, it was really good! another late night and i fell asleep as a child as soon as i closed my eyes.

yesterday was filled to the top with meetings and another stuf to fix. met Yessica up to guide her to a store to buy a jacket she was longing for, it looked great on her and i hope she’ll be some how alone with having it this spring. that girl always dresses like a million dollars, i love it! then a meeting about prom ‘09, it’s going to be fab fab fab fab!! another late night, that is some how the theme for this week!

today i spent all day in school, then work and now i’m stuck here with a million things to do! a million. i’m glad i got the shirt i ordered today though, if possible it’s even sweater (haha) IRL. i bet y’all didn’t get my joke there, oh well oh well..

i’m hella tired of all the shit i have to do right now, just hoping the weekend will bring some brightness. let’s hope so. oh, i almost forgot – i’m off ALL next week – i just love love love it! suddenly, my day turned to a little brighter direction…

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

busy bee

again and again and again.. haha, too tired.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009


having a little dinner at my house, i’ll let you know more later.

Monday, February 16, 2009


what is love…?

Sunday, February 15, 2009

these are my confessions

as i mentioned earlier i wasn’t about to shop as much as i used to, but then the other day i just had to get this and get that..
and oh well let’s make some good out of what i did by showing you… fair enough?!

These awesome sneakers,
metallic and i can’t really tell if they’re silver or gold.

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This denim shirt,
that i’m thinking i’ll change to a west
or i’ll just wear it as shown on the right hand side and
not as originally as shown on the left side.
perfectly a little longer that normally and wrangler.



the most beautiful sweater,
a little shorter model, double buttoned,
oversize cap. pure perfection to me.

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The coolest jacket ever,
double zip, soft fabric,
rolled up sleeves, box shaped,

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one can not go with out pants,
so grey ones and leggins.


that was it, do i dare show you the rest of the shoes…?


Valentines Day is over, well for this year of course. Mine was good, and it might come as a chock for most people since i’m single.
why is it all that black and white with a lot of things, i know i can be colorful. why are the alternatives for people on valentines only two?
First one, stay home with the love of your life all day and celebrate this day – or the second, go out and get drunk because you’re single and depressed.
why is that? that’s wrong. there should be more to Valentines Day than just couples. let’s take Finland for example, Valentines Day is called “the Friends day” – how sweet is that? A day for friendship and that kind of love, the love for them people in your life who really deserves it.

My Valentines was not all go out and get drunk, actually it wasn’t like that at all. i’ll put it down step by step so y’all can see how
it went down for me this year.. and then please tell me if it was too depresseive and i’m too blue-eyed to see it.

Started off with sleeping in, then daddy woke me up with flowers and the sweetest Valentines card and not only that,
but also a two week trip somewhere. well of course if we find that trip somewhere. after that he left and when i finally
made my way to the kitchen there was fresh bread and croissants. that and some freshly squeesed juice and my breakfast
was fully over completed. that is what i called a good start! after that i laid down on the couch to fix the pictures from yesterday,
more about that later. when that was done and a shower was taken i was good to go to work. i just got off, so the night was spent there.
got a few hours to spear before i got off, so i watched a movie and a half. then daddy came to pick me up and now we’re watching movies
and chillin’ out. pretty much a perfect day to me. but of course, Valentines Day last year wasn’t too bad either…

Yesterday i got the sweetest thing! Emelie joined me to Fabriken to shoot for VICE. before that she invited me to her place for some
wining and dining, and she gave me a heart shaped box with the best chocolate. how sweet is that?! i was so glad y’all don’t even know,
she really is the sweetest thing. really, really made my day. my friends are so amazing, simply the best.

yea, so ADDICTS/ESS had a party going on last night. we went there to shoot and got some sweet pictures of beautiful people.
christian dinamarca was doing it as always, and the visuals by rasmus were sweet. fun that pablo was there too, haven’t seen him for a while.

so me and emelie were doing it last night, and we got bitten in the ass by the cold on our way home. freezing was spelled out in the night.

so from valentines to singles, and blacks to white,
i’ll let y’all go so i say goodnight.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Friday, February 13, 2009

I was made for times like these

wow, i love these days. i really, really do. i love my life!!
i was made for times like these. it's friday the 13th,
but i have to say, so far so good.

the day well spent already, and it's only 7 o'clock.
started off with some good ol' school for a few hours,
then a quick trip to the doctors. going there on friday the 13th
wasn't as bad as i thought. hah!

then i met Josie upp for a some shopping, not that i need it,
but i just had to get this and then get that. then i met my
love up for some lunch, a good salad later i was good to go.
left her at the sub to make my way home.. well of course
on the way home i stopped at some shops. bad me. not ok.

now i'm at sarah's, i just helped her out with her spray tan -
let's see how that goes. so far she looks gorgeous! gotta do
some extra for your love at valentine's and oh she's doing it.

now off to see miami ink, i love that show and i never get enough!

don't forget ESS/ADDICTS @ FABRIKEN tonight,
i'll be there shooting for VICE - so make sure to put
your best dancing shoes on, bring a smile and meet new friends.
it's horror night, so dress out. see you there, right?!

Thursday, February 12, 2009

honestly, are people serious?!

wow, people are such haters. really needed to say that out loud. i just wonder, why? why be hatin’ on everything?!

people are so mean, they really don’t care at all. and it’s not about honesty, to speak your mind when someone asks you,
they’re just pure evil for no reason at all. why is that? why would anyone want to hurt another? it makes me sad.

people who push others down must have some kind of issues themselves, no one perfectly fine with their life would
do such thing. i’m really really upset. why are bloggers such attention whores? for real. for what y’alls life are worth,
just stop. stop hurting people, the worst thing is the hurting is not done by mistake – it’s done to hurt, to get attention.

why is that? why call someone fat and complain about your own two pound overweight, to then the other day
be soooooo upset about young boys and girls having eating dissorders and wanting to be skinny and try to be the
as tiny as they can. that is not a good role model, and even if you’re not trying to be one – you are.

and i’m not saying one should never complain about weight or anything like that, because it truly is hard to get
satisfied with yourself. so okay if you one day give away diet tips and then the other tell people to love themselves
for who they are, fine. that’s ok. but don’t go pushing others down, they don’t need your bull.

so, from now on i just wish people could care more about themselves and less about others.
and remember, no one is perfect – and when it comes down to it,
it’s hard to look innocent when you got cookie crumbs all over your face

happy thursday

today i went shopping with daddy. a pair of shoes and two jackets richer he gave me a ride home.
and again i’m too tired to write, tomorrow tomorrow there’s always tomorrow..

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

wednesdays for the win

i love wednesdays! it’s past the three first days of the week, you can go partying, and you know there is only two more days ‘til the weekend. what is there not to love? only had one class today, so my day in school wasn’t too painful. i dropped by the VICE office to get a camera, and then i went home to watch friends and take a nap. now it’s time for another nap, then heading out - ‘cause it’s Petras birthday and it WILL be celebrated! happy birthday girl!!

Tuesday, February 10, 2009


hah, thought i would be funny there but i don’t think i was, so anyways.. i’m super excited, doing a lil photo thingy this week that includes VICE, how exciting is that? well at least i’m excited – so that makes one. still a little sick, so i’m going to rest some more.


check it out ;

Monday, February 9, 2009


missing mom today, really bad. so to cheer myself up i’ll show you some pics of the new sneakers i bought.


oh, and a special lil hello to Ivar @ VICE, ‘cause if you can see this my e-mail went through,
and also of course to Rob because he bought me gum from the states. Isn’t it funny how much gum can do..?

Sunday, February 8, 2009

new york new york

it’s easy to dream yourself away, so therefor i do it as often as i can! since i didn’t dance the night away yesterday, i stayed home to watch a friends marathon. it reminded me of new york, and good ol’ america. i really want to go back home to the states, or at least to new york. i need some vacation and relaxing, and i need to travel somewhere far where homework isn’t anywhere close to be seen. i want to go to new york ‘cause it’s the city of many dreams, i want to remember what i want in life and how to get there. i want too see my hopes and dreams, because right now my hopes and dreams are too small for this town so i need to go somewhere else and give them a shot. but the problem is i don’t have money to go, since i go to school full time and only work a little extra when i have some hours to spear it doesn’t give me a lot to travel for. the lucky girl that i am, i found a blog where you can win a trip to NY so therefor i’m in it now!

my motivation would simply be : to find some inspiration to keep on going this last semester in “gymnasium”, and to have something glad in these days. since tomorrow (the 9th) is the day that my wonderful mother passed away i want to keep my mind off that, and try to have something nice to look forward. so, i just think i’m worth a trip there, a trip that i can’t afford.


if you want to check the post out!

Saturday, February 7, 2009

emotions and dancing shoes

so, since we’ve been talking emotions for a while we’ll just stay on that track.

i really wanted to dance the night away tonight, put on my dancing shoes.
put on a pair of trashed leggin’s. a oversize shirt. my hair all over the place.
i wanted to re-live some memories, just dream myself away. but i wont.

’cause the one i wanted to go with doesn’t want to,
honestly – it sucks. ‘cause i worked my but off to fix it, so this blows.
so i really wanted to dance the night away, but i won’t.

for me, friendship works both ways.
but tonight working one way, we’re not dancing the night away.

i know you’ll see this, so have a look - then close your eyes,
i know you’ll feel it, we could have felt it twice…

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them ups and downs

i don’t really  know what is going on, not with my feelings but   with my body. Thursday after i wrote the really tiny note in the blog i thought i would just lay down for a while, so i did. well i take naps every now and then, so now to the weird part – all of a sudden my phone rang, so when i was about to lean to get it i couldn’t move. my body was to weak to move, how scary is that? i didn’t really know what to do, i kinda paniced but after a while i reached it. it was just so scary, as i was in a battle with myself to sit up i was about to pass out. i have no clue what that was. my whole body was akeing and i could barely sleep. i somehow managed to crawl to my bed and then try to sleep, the night was hard but i slept for a few hours in the morning. so no school for me yesterday, but after resting all day yesterday, ‘cause i was too scared to try to get up i felt a little better later on. so emelie called me last night and asked if i wanted to hit some clubs? and oh yes i sure did. so after i wild night out i ended up at my flat around 5-6 am. what a night i say. thanks to emelie, again, for bringing light into my life! thank you a million!


oh, and like y’all have noticed the echoe of pictures is almost frightening, but my camera is broke. it sucks, i miss it badly! maybe i can snap a picture of my outfit today or something, just to give you something to stare at. i’ll holla at y’all later!

Friday, February 6, 2009


the most scary thing happened yesterday, i was so weak i could not even sit up. i don’t know what that was. well i feel a lil better today so i hope i’ll be alright in a few days. but since its friday i wish i could be fine in only a few hours, we’ll see about that…

Thursday, February 5, 2009


i’m about to take a nap, too tired to write more. i’ll holla at ya later

Wednesday, February 4, 2009


there is so much i want to say right now, or actually - let me correct myself and say write. because there is really bunches and bunches in my lil' head that i just want to write out. but how do you spell feelings out? it's really not the easiest. feelings as a matter of fact are hard to express whichever way you chose to do it in. they're hard to put down in letters and form words, they're hard to show in emotions, they are hard to just spit out - but i think that with all these things, and the way you try so hard to show them, the specialness of them just forms something so people will know - whetever you want it or not, your friends will know how you feel. but that is the greatness of friends and friendship, without words you can say all you want to say. and that is amazing.

well, let me try to spell this out later on - right now i'm just overwhelmed again.

breakfast at tiffanys

i love to sleep in, to just stay in bed as long as you want to. and that is exactly what i did today.

so now, what do you say about breakfast at tiffany’s? i say i’m going to make myself a wonderful smoothie!
just here in the kitchen though, i love our kitchen by the way. it makes it even better!


have a nice day cupcakes, i know i will!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

a long day

i’m about to leave the house in a few minutes, and i’ll be back late. first of to school, then work ‘til late. but i’ll survive!

oh, and my phone is not alright, so if i haven’t answered your texts/calls, don’t worry about it, i will as soon as i can!

Monday, February 2, 2009

cheap monday

i was mighty tired today since i chose to watch friends all night – but it was totally worth it. today was great, actually – so we’re all good. had lunch with a friend, and then i went and got my nails fixed upp, and rounded that off with a thirty minute massage! now it’s time to sleep, ‘cause i don’t wanna be too tired tomorrow…


a special lil’ love to Anna, hope you get better soon Boo!

super bowl sunday, baby!

it’s superbowl sunday, so that has to be celebrated! right? Not that i’m going to watch the whole game or so, but anyways. to make my sunday perfect without super bowl i spent it at emelies. we had tea and talked, then we watched friends and just hung out. erik came later on, so we all went to the store and bought some salmon for dinner – then emelie made THE best salmon dinner with salad ever, it was truly delish. and to round it off she baked cookies, what a lady! a truly wonderful friend, because she also borrowed me season 7-10 of friends. i love love love it. so what could be more perfect, than to spend time with emelie? she is one of my most wonderful friends, and i appreciate our friendship oh so very much. now ; super bowl or sleep? sleep it is.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

them ups and downs

y’all have been wondering what’s going on in my life? well all i can say is ; a lot. that’s why my blog has been showing some ups and downs. but when it comes down to it, i’m as happy as one could be. my friends are amazing, my dad is the best. school is going well, and i have a job. that is why i want you all to know, once and for all ; yes i’m happy, i love my life.

so if them downs come showing again, let’s push ‘em away, let’s push ‘em away…